ok well im going back to what im supposed to be doing. writing. theres no easy way to put this stuff, so if you know me, and you feel like judging, there’s nothing really we can say.
i feel afraid to write because people i know read this… people that i don’t think will understand. i think i need to create a new place for my writings–a fancy way of saying maybe i should create a new blog. but at the same time i know it would be found–and i believe that i should not be afraid or ashamed of what i have to say. this creative nonfiction is complicated. i just need to stop using excuses and turn my thoughts into words. so i will.